Sunday, January 1, 2012

Why am I so different from other teenagers? ?

I dont find anything interesting to discuss with teens, some are very immature and I cant relate to any of them. Im 16 and Ive never had a boy friend because all the guys are just...idk theres no connection. The girls that are in my age group are loud and ruthless. Im not loud Iam modest, I keep to myself and I enjoy having nice philosophical conversations[usually wioth older people]. I like to make people laugh but at school I just cant..I guess I do tend to be shy, I just cant be outgoing and speak really loud in front of everyone like most people. Iam confident but I just feel uncomforotable, and then when i talk to sum people idk what to say, theres just nothing to say, Im empty. Idk if I have some sort of repellent on me that keeps people away, Im not changing for anyone though. Sometimes I do get depressed though, I cant help it. I start feeling lonely, but then I read my Bible and start talking to Jesus Christ, he never leaves me....Advice on how to ...change I guess.....idk

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